i remember before, a friend shared me his struggle with a personal insecurity issue and i understand how it feels just right now. that feeling of self pity and bitterness over a thing that is unjustly and unfair. Why? now i can ask. Why do those passionate people doesn’t get much and those happy-go-lucky ones gained the privilege to get too much? i can’t help asking. but i remember, God doesn’t give something you can’t handle or you don’t deserve. if you are not able to get the things you wanted in life, it just means there’s better in stored for you or God knows it will destroy and crash you so He turned you away from it. We can never question God for the things that’s happening to us cause He is perfect, we just need to live as we are made, simple and not complicated.
"after college. that’s the real time you need to decide on what you really wants, and always follow your passion, cause it will bring you success not your chosen profession" - SPS
i want to travel, photograph, explore the world and reach other people, that’s my passion but i know that’s just not how the world works. life is easy for those people who had solid goals, but life is meaningful if it’s a Christ centered life
inspired me tho.
whenever i tried to do things to fit in, there’s only two possible thoughts that comes in. it’s either i’m really not good enough or they are just really fucked up.